| 中文摘要 | 第5-6页 |
| Abstract | 第6页 |
| Introduction | 第7-13页 |
| Chapter Ⅰ The Fetters of a Lifetime | 第13-28页 |
| 1. A Father for Childhood, A Shadow for Life | 第13-15页 |
| 2. The Haunting of A Pseudo-Fascist | 第15-21页 |
| 3. Bees: The Memory of Sting and Pain | 第21-28页 |
| Chapter Ⅱ The Doomed Crucifixion in Searching for Love | 第28-47页 |
| 1. As Perfect as Fantasy, As Devastating as Poison | 第30-34页 |
| 2. A Glimpse of Female Status, a Summer Bird's Cage | 第34-38页 |
| 3. Ravings of The Broken-hearted, A Nirvana | 第38-41页 |
| 4. Dying is An Art: A Myth of Resurrection | 第41-47页 |
| Chapter Ⅲ The Tension and Redemption of Self-Identity | 第47-69页 |
| 1. The Distance between Life and Death | 第48-56页 |
| 2. Trauma: A Totem for the Victim | 第56-60页 |
| 3. Heading Toward Self-Realization | 第60-69页 |
| Conclusion | 第69-72页 |
| References | 第72-77页 |
| Acknowledgements | 第77-79页 |
