| Abstract | 第5-6页 |
| 摘要 | 第7-9页 |
| Chapter 1 Introduction | 第9-17页 |
| 1.1 Sartrean Existentialism and A Pale View of Hills | 第9-13页 |
| 1.2 Literature Review and Creative Points | 第13-15页 |
| 1.3 Thesis Structure | 第15-17页 |
| Chapter 2 Previous Existential State Before Re-pursuing the Ideal | 第17-24页 |
| 2.1 Living a Submissive Life Before the War | 第17-20页 |
| 2.2 Surviving in Anguish in the Absurd Wartime | 第20-24页 |
| Chapter 3 Free Choices on Re-pursuing the Ideal | 第24-34页 |
| 3.1 Revolting to the Constraint From Uncle | 第24-27页 |
| 3.2 Striking Back the Neighbor’s Subjective View | 第27-30页 |
| 3.3 Sticking to Self in the Relationship With Boyfriend Frank | 第30-34页 |
| Chapter 4 Awakening From Self-deception After Pursuing the Ideal | 第34-48页 |
| 4.1 The Self-deception due to the Guilt to Daughter | 第34-42页 |
| 4.1.1 The Guilt on Neglecting Daughter | 第35-37页 |
| 4.1.2 Falling Into the Other’s Hell due to the Self-deception | 第37-42页 |
| 4.2 Taking Responsibility After Self-deception | 第42-48页 |
| 4.2.1 Collapse of Self-deception | 第42-45页 |
| 4.2.2 Being Responsible for Consequences of Choices | 第45-48页 |
| Chapter 5 Conclusion | 第48-51页 |
| Works Cited | 第51-53页 |
| Bibliography | 第53-56页 |
| Acknowledgements | 第56页 |
